Hey Lin. How are ya. Welcome to the forum. And may I just say that your post made me laugh. First of all because I know how you feel when you say you feel more "normal" finding out your not the only one. and second of all because of what you said about your husband and "STOPing". hahaha!!! My husband works a lot so most of the time when I blow up its on the phone with him. He always says I need to take 5 and 5. 5 steps back away from the phone and 5 minutes to chill out. HAHA!! Just made me laugh. I can just picture someone else picking up the phone and screaming into it at their poor helpless husband on the other end over something totally rediculous. "WHAT THE F*** IS WRONG WITH YOU! DONT YOU KNOW HOW TO TAKE OUT THE $%$^^%$^ $#%%$% %T$#%$#5 *&^&^%^**%$ TRASH!!!! ARE YOU TRYING TO RUIN MY #$#%%%$^ $$#$# ##$#%$ #$#$% LIFE!!!!? YOU BETTER CALL ME BACK *&&%^%%$%*&!!!!!!!!"

Okay... whew... Im better now. I needed a good laugh. Definately looking forward to reading your posts.