Hi Strawberry,

I know this all sucks. I just spoke to another aunt yesterday and she stated that she heard that X molested me and my sister. So I have two conformations now that X was the one who molested me.

This aunt I spoke to had more information about the subject than the other aunt. But she couldn't tell me how old I was. I still don't have the whole picture of what happened and don't remember X ever bothering me like that.

I have went over and over my past, and when I remember being around him I have a few red flags but nothing that makes my skin crawl. It is frustrating not remembering.

I called a place that does EMDR and they told me they don't deal with repressed memories. I'm thinking about calling some other places though, because I want the full memory so I can move on.

Tammy