I'm frustrated not knowing because I'm scared that it could be my dad. I doubt it was, but I couldn't handle it if it was, I would die. If it was one of my uncles, brother or grandfather I won't worry about that.

I love my dad so much and I couldn't handle learning that it was him. I don't have any weird feelings about him or my brother but I haven't ruled them out.

As soon as I find out it wasn't my dad I can rest and move forward. I'm focusing on X though and I just don't remember anything.

Thanks for everyone's support and comments.
Tammy