I think that sounds like a really good plan. You first, everything else second. Hey, this comes back to that other thread, "Are people with PTSD self absorbed?". This is what partners see as self absorbed I believe, where in actual fact, its not self absorbtion for the sake of it, but merely needing to look after you first, because nobody can do that as well as you can.

I think you realise what is, and is not, important now. You first, doctors and medical as you can handle, work is really quite low on the priority list, especially if its just going to continue upsetting the top priorities.

Your sounding much better from when you first arrived. You need to give yourself a big pat on the back and treat yourself to something special. You have come so far in such a short time, its really quite inspiring to read about.