No, my children are too busy. My sister is in denial about PTSD. I am partly to blame because I feel ashamed that yet, once again, I am trying to drag myself out of the mire of depression, anxiety and all of the rest. I am so disappointed that I have lost ground in my being able to handle this on my own. Why can't I just get on with life!

I don't want to go back for help. It costs big bucks for the therapy and the meds.

Chissi