I am a rather quiet christian, but do believe very much. I am focusing these days on letting go of the power and allowing him to work his plan. I believe that the day I was born he had a plan all set for my life.

Unfortunately, I tryed to manage my life without him and made one hell of a mess. I thought I knew what was better for me than he did. Boy did I screw my life up.

I have now turned the management of my life over to him and my life is so much better. It is not without pain and suffering but I don't worry anymore about the outcome of any situation.

I firmlly believe that everything happens for a reason so now I don't question? Just like the forum. With the stress of care for mom and feeling so sad and alone, I know There will be someone here I can talk to. He put this here just when I needed it the most.