Lost my temper today with my eldest and said some very horrible things, I hate when this happens. I just lose it, part of me at the time feels that I do well as at least I just say horrible things and I do not do horrible things, but no excuses Theresa, you have to control that anger. Grrrrr.......I threatened him in a way or sorts and I really mean it at that second, I have to get a grip on myself and hope it does not happen again. grrrr...