Okay so I am sitting here and it is 1635 hrs and there is a board meeting tonight at 1800 hrs and I want to go, and I don't want to go. I want to go to see what is said about any updates about security in the school, but I don't want to go because they are so useless and corrupt. We can speak at the meeting however, they will never answer us, its just a forum to vent. They snubbed us at the last meeting a couple of weeks ago and will continue to do such unless radical changes are made. I need to get on the ball and start a petition to Oust some of the board members, however it is lonely fighting them. Also, I do have a silent board member on my side that is fearing for her job, I cannot publicly utilize anything she entrusts me with, however its an ace in the whole for bringing petition before the House to try and get it on the November ballot to get a resource officer for each school. I have my work cut out for me, while I juggle my home, children, just pulled Logan out and started him home schooling, and continue with my job. My plate is full and I am feeling it. I cannot cut corners, however I am tired and it shows. I feel angry often and for no specific reason just feel pissy as hell. I am trying to organize as organization is the only thing that will get me through this so it is imperitive.

I will also add, yes the father in law is an asshole. NO Doubt there. He is rather an evil little imp who preys on stirring the pot and disrupting the life of anyone that he feels fit to torture any given day. However, He is Ed's dad and I do have to keep my emotions in check, however I have no respect for the man. And you wonder why I returned to the forum to get grounded once again, my life is getting ever complicated.