Tara,
No problem, I'm letting it go just felt I had to stick somewhat up for you and the others. We all want sympathy, we all want pity and we all want to get well. It is just human nature! I am going to be a slow learner getting well, I can see that but as long as there is progress time is not wasted. I wish you the best on your recovery.
I just got a phone call from my health insurance who has a program to motivate me in putting the past away and setting goals. With this forum, my 2 T.'s and insurance program , I looking forward to begining a new journey of well-being.
sunnydaze