Yeah I can relate, but not cause of anything on this forum...

I've seen a few episodes of this NBC show called Medium. The main character and her daughter have nightmare's about other people's trauma. The dreams come from dead people who show them the trauma that occurred before they died. They then use what they saw to catch the bad guys.

I WAS JEALOUS! They have the symptoms of PTSD, however their symptoms catch criminals and make the world safer! And it's more interesting, they never have to go through the same trauma more than once. I mean, here I am reliving the same events over and over and over and over... I mean it gets old. These women get to see new s**t all the time!

I know it's completely irrational to be jealous of someone else's misery, especially a fictional TV character, but I can't help it! I mean ****, I want that... I've had trauma all my life, I don't mind soaking up dead peoples trauma for the sake of justice and the common good. How sweet would that be? Hell I'd soak up your symptoms for a week if it would make things better for you.