A big thank you to those of you who replied to my post.
It feels good to know there are others out there like me, who loves someone who can't always love back. I feel so helpless sometimes, but all of your advice is excellent. I'm ok with giving him his space, I really don't want to risk pushing him away, (hopefully it's not too late). I will wait for him to contact me....hard to fight the urge to leave a message! I have started to see my old counsellor again to help me take care of ME while my BF heals himself. With the relationship being new and all, I'm still really unsure of his boundaries...along with PTSD....I wonder whatever posessed me to embark on this journey.... however, he is such a wonderful, caring, funny, intelligent man that I have such respect for ...how can I leave that behind? He is a blessing in my life and I cherish the moments we spend together. This is definately a bumpy road, but with support from this forum and my support network, I just might make it.
Thank you to all. Any other advice is VERY welcome.
Take care...I will be visiting this site often!