Hello again. I am sorry to hear that your relationship didn't work out. I do think you made a wise decision and Kudos to you for taking care of yourself. Life is meant to be lived with joy, why do we cut ourselves short? I'm not minimizing the hurt and pain involved here....honest. You are a very brave woman and I thank you for sharing.
My BF is a cop and was undercover for years. Too long. He has had help but still has a ways to go. When he feels good, man oh man, look out! LOL. his parents and i are close and go snowshoeing every weekend. We all miss him. I'm not sure where all this will go seeing as it's still pretty new, but hey, I'm 40 and he's 37, we're not kids we seem to be so compatiable in so many ways. I am very affectionate, as well as he, in the beginning that is. When the stressors came, he started to shut down slowly. I didn't get it..but I am learnig. God I hope I haven't blown it! Anyway, thanks again for sharing. Hope things go well for you..you deserve happiness.