Originally Posted by cactus_jack

Here's a tidbit I never shared about my meds, but worth mentioning-
When I was on those meds, paxil, depakote & risperidal, I was borderline on spending money on a sex change. I was so intent on this. I honestly felt I was a woman inside. I was not suicidal as in trying to kill myself, but I had a lot of suicidal thoughts. I had the stuff there that I could have done it without a problem and succeed. But I didn't. I had a great deal of difficulty with my temper. Because as I found out, I was on the wrong meds and the doctors wouldn't believe me.