I guess I am too hard on myself. I've been having a lot of anxiety with posting here, the last few weeks or so. I've tried to post anyhow and try to be honest about my thoughts and feelings, but I feel so vulnerable. I post and then get really scared about what other people are going to say back to me. I have no confidence in my opinions about anything. Partially why I continue to post is as exposure so I can gain some confidence or self-esteem. But when I make a mistake or someone disagrees with me or whatever, I take it so badly, I feel like a total idiot. It makes me want to not post at all anymore. I don't know what to do to make it better because I keep getting hurt and it doesn't seem to be getting any better for me.