I haven't seen many threads yet on substance abuse and I can't be the only one or am I ? When my anger, depression, flashbacks and all of the other symptoms I was having started, the doctor told me I was having post partum depression and clinical depression. He prescribed xanax and lots of it. Once I discovered that a few pills more than prescribed made me numb inside; enough to get through each day anyway, that was it. I got hooked on anything that helped me get through the day. That was almost three years ago. I have been clean since. yeah. So has anyone else here had these issues ? If so, how have you dealt with it ? Thanks/Chrissy It has been getting alot harder and I took a clonopin last week. Thats not good for me, help.