Purdy.....I forgot you were in England...sorry....I guess that's the problem with socialized medicine!!!...In a PHP program years ago....the nurse-therapist would often tell me "To be gentle to myself"...It's really okay to disappear for a few days....we all have lives....so please don't beat yourself up about it!!! :crazy-eye When my PTSD symptoms are running amok...I disappear for a few days....I will probably disappear this weekend as I will be moving to another town....I already LOVE it there...when I rolled into my bedroom yesterday....I could hear birds singing...that never happens here!!!!....Then I looked out one of my bedroom windows...and across a small lawn there were lots of trees with birds in them!!!! I am near Oberlin College and so there's lots to do for FREE!!!!!....Can't wait until my first night sleeping there!!!!! ......wildfirewildone
................KEEPING THE PEACE