There have been some posts lately and this has already been a concern for me and I need a little advice.......

As some of you may know..I have a pretty serious back injury and I see pain control specialists.....I take huge amouts of pain killers.....40mg oxycontin three times a day with percocet..one every 8 hours as needed. I know some days I have taken too many and have admitted it to my rommate and my doctor. The doctor says we will deal with this at a later date???? I am scared to death and on the days that I vomit a lot or it is 1-2 days before the prescription is due....I really feel deathly ill.

I also know that they numb me and I like that euphoric feeling...so am I addicted ar dependant.....or is this just me catastrophizing and worrying too much.....I really am lost but so worried. Does anone have any advice?