Roo,

I sang Levon by Elton John and Sweet Home Alabama by Lynnard Skynard (I don't know how to spell it right).

Upstream,
I do think it was rude of her. In fact my response to her was "it doesn't work that way." And she repeated herself that I should "get over it." I decided then that defending myself was useless and would only cause me more anxiety. It felt icky, but sometimes you gotta pick your fights and do what's best for you in the moment. I just told myself she doesn't understand and it's not worth the effort to try and make her understand.

Apparently, today she asked my mom if I was mad at her, so she seems to know she did something wrong. That's something at least.

Oh, there's something I want to add to my success story. I did all of that sober! I was tempted but I didn't drink anything but soda. That too is a big deal for me.

Thanx everyone for your words of encouragement.

Take care, Morgan