Great.

BEcause of me having panic attacks (at work and before) I now don't get put on the roster. Oh yay. Fun. Not.

THey didn't even let me explain WTF was going on. I had a bad fortnight last month where I missed most of my shifts because of the anxiety. However I made all bar 2 shifts this fortnight though (both missed because of a stomach bug I picked up at work).

Worst part of it is that we had yet another change in admin, so now I have explain the PTSD crap I go through again. I don't know if I can do it. The boss is a guy, and I have enough trouble talking to men at the best of times.
Dammit. I actually like my job, but I need the hours to be able to work.

*rants some more*
all in all, crappy day.

Although it has been almost an hour since I threw up.