yes, thanks nicollette, my name is billie by the way. my son is 100% now, but we (me and him ) caught the flu. ewwwy! both of us sick at the same time. of course, hubby couldnt help, it practically killed him to get me broth, so it was rice in the rice cooker ( i love that thing!) and chicken noodle soup, and gatorade.

tonight, he was amazing, he sat down at the resturant and helped our son with his letters, they did a crossword puzzle for over a hour! then he was teaching him about money, change, dollars, etc.... he did great tonight.

I just don't get all the back and forth and up and down, and its driving me to insanity! i have a appt with a ptsd dr th 15th, its either for me or/and him, but he said he don't like drs anyway. so more than likely, i will be going by myself. i think it will help me in the long run, more than him so to speak. i need to learn to deal with this ptsd.