Well after a few months of mixed emotions, F---ed up PTSD problems, Dickhead Doctors sticken cameras up my old fella, people trying to tell me what kind of work i can do, me forgetting to take my meds then taking to many, well ive had a gut full of the shitheads.
So ive taken the bull by the horns and come back here to where i had found some kind of sanity and relief from poeple that understand that NO I DONT WANT TO DO IT BECAUSE YOU F---EN WANT ME TO, I WILL DO IT WHEN MY BRAIN AND BODY LET ME. Im not slacking off or taking it easy its just that i cant do it today, my brain wont send the message to where it should when it does i will gladly give it my best shot. So ive blow off my steam, im all the better for it, thanks for reading, Nugget