Thanks to all, i feel as this is my little saftey zone no Doctors can take away from me.
AH Nicolette, yes i am the proud owner of my dream car a Nissan Patrol, wanted one for years and i feel very at ease driving it, thats one thing i havent told the F`en shrinks yet.
Nuggets glad to be back home, now i just have to find my sence of houmor, lipstick, wig and my favorite stockings and i will be fine, Hugs to all Nugget.