Nam, I just wanted to say thanks for posting how you felt about your birth. It is encouraging.

I did a lot of thinking and I had not received any kind of treatment for the PTSD before my daughter was born. I am hoping that it makes the process of birth easier, because I plan on doing it again (hopefully) at the end of the year.

I am in therapy primarily because I want to be emotionally available to be the kind of mother that I want to be.