I can see that I am not the only person who finds it difficul to read others diaries. I was just worried that by only dealing with my own "stuff" that it showed me a selfish person.

I am overly concerned about what people will think. I know where this comes from. Mother! To this day that is her mantra, bless her little pointy head. LOL She still occassionally says that when I do some funny and stupid thing in public. I do it just to get her feathers ruffled. Guess I should not pick on "me ole mum".

Sometimes when I try to read a diary I get unconfortable, uneasy, not sure---can't put my finger on the exact feeling. At least I know now that I am not selfish.