I am now discovering something about myself that I was not really aware of until now.

I have that awful "need to please" syndrome. I don't want anyone angry with me, upset with me or have any type of problem with me. Must be sure everyone is alway happy and liking me.

I see this in others but never realized I had it too. This is like trying to balance wild cats on the head of a pin. Just can't be done. Of course there are those of us who keep trying. DUH!

So this means that when I said I did not care what other people think, I was not being honest, honest with myself.

My My My don't we make interesting discoveries about ourselves in this place?