i feel just like that pretty much everyday. i guess others see it in some form cuz a friend of mine told me the other day that i remind her of holden.

i want to just remove myself or 'drop out' in leary's words, but it's not easy to ignore all the stupid crap that people do everyday. life here feels like a facade thats only created to make the sheep feel important. like today's emphasis on 'individualism', what a load of crap, it's manifested itself into hedonism via the distractions available to us. people consume themselves in this facade, unknowingly pissing away their money to bankers, and then wonder why the economy is going downhill.

maybe i just need to move to a remote village in asia and become a buddhist monk.