pot habitually.. adderall to get school work done.. ambien & trazodone to sleep.. Drinking to stop anxiety on the weekends, along with coke (rarely) to help me talk better with people.. shrooms & acid to go to another universe.. hydros and oxys to come down from the adderall & control anxiety during the week. i gobble up valium any chance i get for the same reason.
pot, acid, and shrooms help me most with putting things in perspective, and to escape this reality and go to a more spiritual place (that part is mostly the acid & shrooms).
the only ones i really, deep down, enjoy, would be weed, acid and shrooms. everything else just keeps me seeming like a functioning and normal citizen to others, as funny as that might sound.
im a piece of fiendish crap i know |