I was asked about symptoms that I experience. Well, the worst one is the anxiety that I feel constantly. I still don't feel safe. So I am always worried about something else other than my job. When I work for the military ( I am still a Guardsman) I feel more at ease. But with civilian employers I don't think they understand. The second symptom I have a lot is anger. I have to hide it and eventually someone says something rude and I get SUPER defensive. Then I end up being 'unprofessional' and I get talked to. I still don't feel comfortable discussing my past in Iraq with employers. It's really none of their business. I am pretty much going to be in the computer networking field for the rest of my career. A lot of times I can work alone, but I do have to interact with 'clients'.

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