Anthony, as a completely new member under the initial moderation, I'd like to see the admind decisions in the open so that I have a clear idea of what not to say. For instance, sometimes I want to talk about the events in detail to someone who won't look at me like I'm a freak who should be in a mental hospital. Is it obscene? What qualifies as obscene? What if something I post ends up being a trigger for someone else? How do I as a new member know these things without spending ages reading through the backlog of every post ever written? Seeing things in the open will help us newbies avoid making the same mistakes. I'm also really grateful I found this place.