Boy, this i s a good thread.

I've been checking in with myself, trying to determine what I feel. Feeling is so difficult for me. Seems I mostly feel anger all the time.

Anger.........covering up pain. Got to allow the pain part.
The anger is killing me, the stress of it.

What am I feeling right now?

Scared, just had to confront someone.

Scared, what is she going to think of me now? Even though we came to resolution, still scared.

Some pride? I think I'll really indulge in this one.

Different----I feel just plain different from others, damaged. I feel damaged.

I feel hurt.