well I realized that the way I was lying down that night and thrugh my path of vision was an empty water bottle and with exhaustion and stress my left eye get lazy and deviates to the left.....so I think that I glanced through the water bottle and then tried to re-focus and this made things out of focus. I am so on edge and frightful of my new landlord that I totally am catastrophizing things.....but I guess she cat you are right, I have to be thankful that they did show up so quickly and I know that if in fact he does show up this weekend because I am sure he is expecting more rent and he is not getting another penny from me....I am worried that he is going to try and make my life a living hell until I move. Life is hard but I guess it is as hard as I allow it to be. I feel like I am just treading water right now enough to keep my head above water....at least I am not drowning yet but it sure feels like it.