On Saturday morningI am going to have to take one of my very loved cats to the local shelter. She can't stay with us any longer and it is my fault.

I had to move from our large and roomy 2 bedroom apartment because I had to have mother move in with me and space is now at a premium.

We are now suffering from an overcrowding situation and the 3 cats just are not adjusting. The tension between these cats is intense and today they fighting started. The youngest female attacked the 13 year old male persian, twice.

I have known in my heart that this was going to happen. I do not want to do this but it is the only fair thing to do---for all 3 of them.

They are all suffering. The youngest is the most agressive right now, so I think she is the best one to remove.

I have never been to the shelter. I don't know how to get there even with directions. I am already in a state of panic and anxiety along with the guilt of what I'm about to do.

This weekend is going to really suck! I am so upset over this but I really have no choice. Keeping all 3 is unfair to all of them. This way, she can go to a home with room to be a kitty and the 2 boys still here will have the room they need to be kitties too!

Dam it this sucks. In the big picture of life I know this is not very important but it sure feel like sh#*t to me.

OH GOD I HATE TO HAVE TO DO THIS ! ! ! ! ! !