Bless you Cindy,

So nice to talk with people who understand and who don't condemn or blame me for being 'too nice' etc.
'Just let go of your resentment.' etc. Like I'm not trying.

I worked 6 hours, trimming plants, rung some people up. It was nice, not bothered, harassed, no negativity, rudeness, my boss is wonderful so far.

I'm exhausted, like someone plugged the plug on my energy. Almost 12 years now of Fibro and chronic fatigue, a whole lifetime of PTSD.

I must say, I hate the people who've done this to me. I'm 42 and my life consists of fear of becoming homeless and horrible, endless fatigue. Now I have to fight SSD AGAIN.......I'm so scared. They make you feel like someone trying to get something for nothing.

My abusers stole my life :mad: I'm so angry.........nothing I can do but pray. It's so very sad.

Sometimes, I just feel like I'm waiting for it all to be over......