Samsara
Thank you for your words. I think I could handle anything and allow him his space. The part that is breaking my heart is the fact he is trying to fill up that empty place inside himself with meaningless dates with other women. He is not whole, so it would never work. But he has a profile posted on an online dating site. I know how he did feel about me during our relationship and I can't imagine how those overwhelming feelings have changed. What is he doing? Why is he trolling for dates online?? Its so frustrating. Normally people break up because the relationship is bad or just does not work. People don't normally break up because they are in a mutually loving, supportive and caring relationship. I am trying to get into the head of someone with PTSD so I can try to understand how he is thinking. Because rational does not seem to be the word I would use.

Sisu