The other stuff was 'easy' to write. This part is making me really anxious. I have to go to bed soon. Trying to 'feel my feelings.'
Had a doc say that once, I said 'what I feel is complete terror!" What the h*ll? I'm supposed to feel that?

How does one 'feel' terror? I don't understand. My head just hurts and I feel sick.

Why did I even start this d*mn thing?
Thanks for the support Shoshin.......this sucks man.