Nam, I know the feeling.. my therapy lately has been designing a sleeve(tattoo) for myself.... I am not sure if I will end up getting it or not, but the designing really helps me relax. I've been craving a tattoo lately, for those of you who have them you know they can be addicting. I have a few, but you would be able to tell be looking at me, they are mostly military related and remain covered most the time. I want to get a new one, sort of a military tribute type tattoo, I have this weird idea that it will help me cope with some of my feelings... Is that weird? plus I know this is going to sound disturbing, but I have been feeling so numb lately that I kinda dont mind the pain involved and almost looking forward to it.

I pulled up the carpet in my bed room not too long ago... pulling out all the staples frustrated the hell out of me.. .i think i had to walk away and come back to it later. It doesnt help that I live in a place the size of a cracker box and its hard to manuever furniture around.