Celcelia,

Get away from that therapist! My gosh.......I'd leave blaming myself too!!!! She is totally injuring you again. It's not your fault.

Rachael,
You are so right. Being aligned with the higher power, takes years of self examination. I've encountered a lot of religious people who don't even seem to have he capacity to look at their own thoughts and behaviors.........my opinion, they are sick!
It's so amazing to me, how people just refuse to look at themselves and own up to their own sh*t. Instead, they dump it all over others........injuring people, then call themselves followers of God or something. Makes me puke.

That's why I'm VERY cautious around 'religous' people or people who claim to be 'spiritual'. I've found most of them to just be avoiding their own crap.

Christ said, "pray in your closet." Humility is one indication of a true person in touch with spirituality. That's why I pretty much keep my lips sealed about my studies and meditation and the 'experiences' I've had. Being humble and out of my ego, is, I believe, very important..........I'm very wary of those who aren't.
I've been around a couple of 'healers' who did more damage then good when I finally could discern who they really were. Scary.