Jet,
You've been through hell and back, with no one there for you. WE are so much alike.

I'm glad you are healing now, calming the chaos. Take care of yourself around your brothers. Know your limitations, set your boundaries.

I, myself, know that my 'family' isn't safe. They've proven it over and over,even though I love my brother dearly, he is so damaged and in denial, the only thing he can do, is attack me for it.
Doesn't make any sense, but does any of this?

My heart is with you Jet. We are in the same area now. Perhaps, if we both feel safe, we can talk more..........personally, I'm scared. Maybe too scared right now. But let's keep in touch through here, OK?