TLight, make sure you pace yourself. I recently wrote too much and went into a bit of a tailspin. My T told me to pace myself...less is more...let it out gradually...steadily...because each time we open an old wound, it will bleed, even if we cannot see it on the surface...you are so strong and I admire what you are doing. You have been, you are, and you will be a survivor. I am still cheering for you.