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Your statement about all the missed holidays and events and trips really hit home. In fact, a prime example just happened.

The owners of our apartment complex were given 30 tickets to see the musical group Chicago. They offered the tickets free to the first 30 residents to sign up. I would have loved to have gone. HA Grama Herc made a funny.

I eventually ended up with no one at work inviting me to go to their parties or including me in evenings out. I felt left out and friendless. Well Duh! What did I expect. Whenever they did invite me, I never showed up. They just stopped asking.

I felt like nobody liked me. I was alone. This has become a very negative self imposed misery. So, yes. I feel alone in the world because I am. This is not normal. I know it is wrong to use the "normal" word, but let's face it, the type of isolation we place upon ourselfs is not normal.