dear jailed-
welcome to the forum. i feel for you with your problems. i am told that i suffer survivor's guilt from soldier's that were lost in battle in iraq. i've also been told that i kind of stare off when i get flashbacks. but that is also usually coupled with violent outbursts and thrashing from what i'm told. you are not alone. please feel free to look around the site. it is a great resource of information. respectfully, SM