JustJane: I know very little and that is why I came here... hoping to learn more and find some people who might understand what I feel. I want to find a therapist and be on top of my issues but I feel so lost right now... before I make more attempts to figure out what is going on what I want the MOST is just to know that I am not alone and not crazy.

If the person you work with is a decent person, they should not label you "uncooperative" for challenging a diagnosis. In fact I think its an error to never challenge things.