Shadowmedic

I'm working on it. I posted a long response and I'm searching the threads now to find it, I'm too lazy to type it all again. Mine has a little spin to it though, I don't feel anger, well I didn't use to feel anger. It is still hard for me to recognize at times. I was threatened as a child at knife point if I responded negatively - thus self preservation overrides any type of emotional response. I have had to learn to feel negative emotions and once I started I didn't know what to do with them so the result was this post. When I locate it I'll come back here and just post the thread and the # of the post.

cindy