Emoxx,


I just recently discussed something similar with Anthony through PM's. I work for a woman that is a child psychiatrist. I have know her for almost 10 yrs. She has seen me at my worst, and at my best.

She told me a few months ago, that I had Personality Disorder. I have been DX'ed by another Psychiatrist with having PTSD. I was hospitalized at the time in the shrink ward for suicide attempt. This was the third time in this ward with the same shrink, and it was he that DX'ed me. I have PTSD, NOT BPD.......

I am not a shrink, nor a dr so I can't tell you what you have or don't have. But I do think that the fear that you are carrying with you will drive you batty if you let it.

IMO.... I know how scary it must be for you....BUT there isn't a thing that you can do to prevent this IF it is going to happen. Worrying about it, will only increase your symptoms, and you will have a worse time with coping.

I would also seek out another opinion. Try and relax, and try not to dwell on what might happen. Deal with what you KNOW for fact right now.....

Hang in there........