diagnosing is sometimes a big damn GUESS! They see the symptoms as they are right then and are not looking at you as a whole. Don't live your life in fear of the future or you will go mad. As for reality, the other day I was sitting in my car and I was staring up at the stars and i wondered for a few moments if this was all real, is my life really like this or is this just a game. SO there, I am crazy too, or maybe just wishing that I was dealt a better hand.