I don't care for holidays too. My sister invited me over for dinner. I did not go. I feel the holidays are for families, not for someone who is alone. I have a 16 year-old, so it not like I refused to hide easter eggs or something. He did go to the dinner. I told him that it was okay for him to go just because I did not feel like going. I feel like I do not belong when I go to dinners, and I try so hard to fit in, but I feel numb, cold and awkward.