Hi and welcome! Like you, I have never been diagnosed. I have talked about it with a few folks and they seem to think that's what it is and I know one actually avoids putting down a diagnosis because he didn't want to put down something that would give me trouble with insurance or other related things... also, actually BEING diagnosed kind of scares me. I'm actually going to talk about it with my therapist tonight... I'm seeing him for other things but I feel like its been long enough and maybe I can bring this stuff up tonight.

But yes, if you can do it, please see someone. Talk things over with a professional. Then things can proceed from there.