Hi Spirit. Yesterday my mom told me my step-sister is coming to visit and she is bringing a friend. That triggered me and made me cry. I was afraid and I wanted to get myself a motel room in order to avoid a stranger in my home... my "safe" place. I cried because I was hurt that my mom said yes knowing I don't do strangers very well. I cried cause I felt like nobody understands me. And I cried cause I just didn't want to deal with it all.

Today my step-sister called and said her friend is not coming. Thank God. It seems I cried for nothing.