I have been clean and sober for 29+ years, but just recently quit nicotine and sugar. My anxiety is sky-high right now, but I am clinging to the hope that I can tackle the ptsd finally. Thinking back, it was likely the earliest cause of my drinking and using. I now have nothing to control it. Work is really pretty difficult with waves of adrenaline all day. But you guys are giving me hope. Last week I thought I would lose my job, my home, all the most dire predictions. Thusday I start with a new therapist who does EMDR. Keeping my fingers crossed,