I think I can relate to that 2nd post?

It's the mask of a PTSD sufferer, well it was for me. Never being truhtful with myslef meant that I would not be with others' either. I thought I had to present myself to the world in a certain way in order to feel accepted.

It's scary sometimes to admit that you are vulnerable, not coping, not as you feel you should be in this world be that physically and or mentally.

Spirit x